She had her hook in the deepest part of me
“No matter how many magazines and DVD’s I burned, no matter how many times I cried to God that I would never do it again, no matter how many computers I smashed, I always went back to porn. There was no code or password that would stop me. There was no internet filter that i could not get around. There was no vow or promise I could make that I could ever keep. I always went back to ‘her’. For about thirty six years I was a slave to this adulteress. I loved her and I hated her. I ran to it when I was bored or depressed or overworked and she gave me the ecstasy she promised, for a second or so. She eventually even took that away too. She exacted a heavy price in return, my hopes , my dreams, my very soul. Now that I have long been free and...
The parasite of porn addiction
The deer tick is a dangerous parasite. It’s bite not only can infect the host with Lyme’s disease, but also co infections such as Babesiosis and Ehrlichiosis. Each infection has different symptoms and attacks the host at the most opportune time. Just when you think your recovering and gaining strength another symptom from a co infection arises. Pornography addiction is a spiritual parasite whose bite is riddled with infections and co infections. Each work together to strike at just the right time to weaken and discourage the host. The infection of porn addiction comes with stabbing temptations, oppressive torment in the mind and crippling self negativity. The co-infections of porn addiction are marital strife, depression,nicotine, alcohol, over eating...
